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sorry i've been away. 
regardless of everything that has kept me busy, I still want to take photos, show you my work and introduce you to my world. This year so far has been crazy and now that I turn seventeen i do reflect a little. I think one should. from new people to new music. new places to new heartbreaks, this year has been colorful for me yet a bit daft. don't think i'm not grateful, i really am. i just need a LITTLE MORE peace and quite to think about what's next. to know what is coming but i really think that this would all be pointless if i stopped and tried to predict what was coming my way. that is the beauty. the surprise, the suspense and the shock when you face it. the future, holding many surprises in its arms for everyone. logic is retiring. many are passing away. people are quitting. complaining. there is pretty little angst inside all of us. we want to jump, scream, shout out what we feel. what we truly feel, not the words of THE mask we've been wearing for some time.people change, the world changes. sometimes i think of how i can not get left behind. sometimes i decide to sulk and stay with the dismal times. but i think it shouldn't be that way, we need to find our passions, our hobbies, and our loves. we need to hijack it and use it to make ourselves happy, to tell stories and to change the world.so i guess i am hopeful, a little optimistic, for a better year, a better MILLENNIA for the future.
~make the most~d.a